GRANDMA

  Last night I had a dream that I saw you, I ran up to you and held you in my arms so tight, I told you that I love you and that I wish I can spend more time with you. I remember looking into your little greens eyes and telling you that I am sorry that I didn't cry when u left us, but you see the thing was that I didn't want to believe that I wasn't ever going to see you again. I didn't noticed until today how much I miss you and how much I need you. Today I was standing in line when I saw this lady that reminded me so much of you. When she looked at me she smiled at me just like you did when I use to go to your house. I wanted to run up to her and hold her as if she was you, but I couldn't because it would only hurt me. I tried not to look at her as much as I could but I still managed to hear her. As I was waiting some lady called out her name MARIA ORTIZ, I stopped what I was doing and said to myself MARIA ORTIZ!!! That was your name. I couldn't believe it, my eyes watered as I looked at her , I smiled sadly wishing that it was you there in the same room with me. I took a deep breath as she walked away. For that was the last time I was ever going to she her. Grandma last night as you hugged me in my dream you told me that you would never leave. I miss you so much, and all the tears that I didn't cry when you first left I am crying now. I remember those days when I had to walk with you to get grandpas food, we had to walk up a really long hill, because your legs were so old and small it would take us longer, all I could think of is that I wanted to get home. To tell you the true I wish I could walk up that long hill with you one more time and just take time to tell you how much I love you. Grandma I am so sorry for all the times that you had to yell at me for not listening to you, I was just a little girl and I didn't know much..now I know that I was wrong for doing the thing that I did and again I am very sorry I miss you with all my heart! Grandma I really need you right now, my life isn't going all that good and I could really use your words to help me. Well grandma I got to go but always remember that I love you!!!!!!! IN LOVE AND IN MEMORY TO THE BEST GRANDMA EVER MARIA CALPENA ORTIZ R.I.P I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

TO ALL THEM PEOPLE THAT TOOK THE TIME TO READ THIS THANKS ALOT IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME, AND PLEASE HOLD ON TIGHT TO WHAT YOU GOT BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THAT PERSON IS GOING TO LEAVE....

LOVE YOUR FRIEND, CICI