I love you, you know I do,
but sometimes I ask myself if u loved me to,
I know I wasn’t perfect although I always tried…
I know I drove you insane and made you cry,
but was that a reason to abandon me the way you did?
I was young, I was dumb, I was just a kid…
I didn’t deserve the negativity that came from you mouth,
I wasn’t that bad to always get locked in the house…
I never meant to bring you harm,
all I ever wanted was to be in your arms…
but for some odd reason you treated me like a disease,
worst of all you wished me to be deceased,
what kind of love wishes on dead,
what kind of person messes up a child's head…
I needed you more then air,
but you turned you back and acted like you didn’t care….
My tears made you smile and my cries made you laugh,
that right there should of made me hate you and blame you for such a bad pass…
a pass that was so dark and cold,
a child hood where the child grew up alone…
stuck in a room where it was just me and my thoughts,
I began to get sick but it wasn’t my fault,
a pain for a pain I’ve always said,
as I cut myself and wish I was dead,
tears took over my life as I began to get older,
I looked up to you to talk to you but u shuck your shoulders,
I tried not to pay mind to so much hate,
but its hard when all you do is discriminate,
I never judged you for your actions,
I love you so much you cant even imagine,
for you are my everything and even now I sit here and wait,
wait for a love I should have had from the first day,
even though you treated me so crueley,
no matter the distance I will always be yours truly
but sometimes I ask myself if u loved me to,
I know I wasn’t perfect although I always tried…
I know I drove you insane and made you cry,
but was that a reason to abandon me the way you did?
I was young, I was dumb, I was just a kid…
I didn’t deserve the negativity that came from you mouth,
I wasn’t that bad to always get locked in the house…
I never meant to bring you harm,
all I ever wanted was to be in your arms…
but for some odd reason you treated me like a disease,
worst of all you wished me to be deceased,
what kind of love wishes on dead,
what kind of person messes up a child's head…
I needed you more then air,
but you turned you back and acted like you didn’t care….
My tears made you smile and my cries made you laugh,
that right there should of made me hate you and blame you for such a bad pass…
a pass that was so dark and cold,
a child hood where the child grew up alone…
stuck in a room where it was just me and my thoughts,
I began to get sick but it wasn’t my fault,
a pain for a pain I’ve always said,
as I cut myself and wish I was dead,
tears took over my life as I began to get older,
I looked up to you to talk to you but u shuck your shoulders,
I tried not to pay mind to so much hate,
but its hard when all you do is discriminate,
I never judged you for your actions,
I love you so much you cant even imagine,
for you are my everything and even now I sit here and wait,
wait for a love I should have had from the first day,
even though you treated me so crueley,
no matter the distance I will always be yours truly